Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
- 2-3 hours of waiting sa company S na isang telcom corp para sa isang 10 min interview na sumagot ako ng galit
- 3-4 hours of taking a test sa company Az para lang bumagsak
- Tumawag ako sa Company Au at ooffer-an na daw ako ng job... yehey...
- Krispy Kreme Donut.. Kahit P38 each pa sila...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
What kind of company?
1. Outsourcing/IT Firms
What kind of customers?
1. European clients, of variety depending on projects
2. Asian clients, of variety depending on projects
3. Filipino clients, in Manila
4. Employees of a bank
5. Financial Employees
Scope of the company
3. small and maybe growing
1. IT, in whole
2. Banking Industry
3. Financial IT
4. Open Source IT
Note: I don't hate Company A na... But I still hate the people who handled us.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
I got two days and a half before presentation sa adviser... Wala pa akong inuumpisahan.. Naadik kasi ako sa house.. Tinamad tuloy ako gumawa.. Anyway, tatapusin ko to dis weekend even if it means puyatan na to...
Haay... On another note, sana matanggap na ako sa mga inaaplyan ko... Si Gino at Denise ay may offer na.. Ako wala pa.... Waaahhh...
Anyway, thesis muna ngayon kasi kuung wala yung di din ako gragradweyt...
Friday, March 23, 2007
Working hard in finding a job....
Hindi ako pumapasok.. Magaling na bata..
Got rejected sa company Y.. Buti na lang.. I don't like Japanese people. They are too happy.. Baka kapag nagwork ako sa Japan.. Makapatay ako ng tao...
Ayoko mag-plan sa kahit anong company dahil wala pa rin akong offer.. Zero.. Nadda.. Kapag initerview ako, di ako aasa at magplaplano sa company na yon dahil madidisappoint lang ako if di ako matanggap...
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Ilagay ko ba dito? Hmm.. Wala naman bumabasa ng blog ko eh.. So why not?
Writers' Guild Executive Board
President: Raymond Tolentino
Executive Vice-President: Patricia Cruz
VP - Finance: Corwin Uy
VP - Documentations: Olok Bueno
VP - Publicity: JM Titular
VP - Activities: Abi Azul
AVP - Publicity: Carlo Ibarra
AVP - Activities: Neil Rojas
Sana ganyan yung EB ko nung start of the year. Malas ata talaga ako sa staffing eh.. Imagine what could WG have done if ganyan ang EB mo.. Anyways, one thing I could be proud of that in one way or another I ignited their interest in WG and reinforced it again and again. I may not had created hall of famer activities but I partially inspired people who will. One achievement of my term as WG President.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Tapos, di din ako natanggap sa Company N.. I was considering that pa naman.. incompatible kame.. Ewan ko sa kanila..
Wala pa akong offer kahit saan...
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Binigyan ako ng pagkakataon
Upang gumawa ng buhay
Upang makahinga at maging tao
Kinailangan ko lang ng isang itlog
Upang makasama sa habang buhay
Sa naturingang himala, ika’y mapapaligaya
Bagaman lagot ka mamaya, isang buhay ang mabubuo
Ito naman ang magiging buhay mo
Pero sinayang mo lang ako
Dahil nagging makasarili ka
Tinapon mo ako sa sarili mong ligaya
Matapos kong bigyan ka ng buhay
Ako’y iyong ipaapatak
Di mo man sinamahan ng tuwa ang aking paglisan
Sa iyong pagluluksa
Ako ay iyong hinayaang lumayo sa iyo
Di mo man inisip na maari kitang tulungan
Ipinahid mo lang ako sa isang tisyu.
Di mo man ako pinyaga na pa-gaanging ang loob mo.
Ang masakit sa lahat
Kinailangan mo pang ilabas ako
Bago maging mas maayos ang loob mo.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Maybe it is easy to give but hard to maintain..
But how could you go to something that beautiful and not go through rough patches and bumps in the road...
Maybe it's worth the difficult ride... Maybe it's worth the complication...
I will take another leap of faith because I feel it's worth it..
If I fall on hard ground again, I will hurt but I know my wounds would heal.. That I know, I'm a strong person and I will survive a lot of things..
So here I go... Taking the jump.....
It says people partake in casual relationships because they want to feel love without the risk of being hurt..
"mukhang sila pero hindi..."
In the end, masasaktan ka din..
Speaking from my friend's experience (code ba to?)... It really is true.. You partake in a relationship you just wanted to have because you want revenge or you get lonely.. They are in love with you while you contunue to deny that they are nothing to you.. You want to be in a romatic relationship so much that you kid yourself.. But when reality hits which will hit you sooner or later..
You end up being the one to hurt someone.. And you get hurt in return.. Masakit kaya manakit ng iba.. lalo pa at ginagawa mo lang yun for yourself.. You partake in that kind of relationship to feel something you felt when it was real.. For a second, you think it's real pero hindi...
Niloko mo na ang sarili mo.. Nanloko ka pa...
Takot ako sa karma.. Nakarma na ako dati... Siguro sa nangyari sa aken.. it is nature's way of even-ing things out.. You got hurt and now ikaw naman nanakit...
In the long run, wala naman talaga masama nangyari eh.. It happened because of a reason.. Hindi naman talaga kayo ang meant for each other.. Sobrang pinilit niyo lang kaya masakit ang mahulog...
Siguro na-in love ka nga pero hindi ka naman niya mahal in return.. Siguro for a while minahal ka nga niya pero sa sandaling panahon lang...
I este my friend.. did not mean to hurt anybody.. He just wanted to feel something..
Nanakawin ko ang line mula sa isang ****
"Tao lang ako.. nagkakamali... Walang taong perpekto"
Pero bawat mali, tama dahil natuto ka... May nakilala ka tungkol sa sarili mo o di kaya may bagay na hindi mo na muling uulitin...
Natutu na ako.. este yung friend ko... I just want the real thing... To feel love.. with someone who makes me smile by just being kung ano siya... hindi yung pilit but something that came naturally..
Monday, March 05, 2007
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Mabuti pa rin at natapos na ang thesis..
Network na lang tapos mock at defense na..
Sana mabait ang panel at magkaintindihan kami..
Tapos graduation na...
YESS.... Wish ko lang
I'm bright but I get to be a "dumb blonde" once and a while..
I don't want to get dumped..
C'mon.. I'm used to it with my members who always ditch our activities (WG) but it's different if it is with someone I really like..
Someone who's not rebound or a stupid move..
Saturday, March 03, 2007
I just want to be young..
Out to have fun...
Live my own life and support my family..
I don't want to be a bread winner..
I'm a lot of stressed from thesis.. I try to filter out what's happening with us.. I don't want to have the bad kind kind of stress..
Please let me finish my studies...
Please let me be young...