Saturday, April 28, 2007

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Magpapakabait na ako..

People had screwed me over so i put on a tough exterior..

I wasn't entirely an angel...

Pero now, magpapakabait na ako...

Magbabago na? Siguro magkakaruon lang ng mga bagong attitude at ugali.. Lalayo na lang talaga ako sa mga masasamang tao...

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Am not happy

I keep thinking why...

My latest theory is lack of physical contact...

When was the last time we kissed? Ni ayaw nga niya magpa-akbay eh.. Something changed...

And inside me... Parang ayaw ko na... Di na ako masaya....

Di ko alam...

Wala naman kami problema pero stagnant na kasi eh... Parang wala na lang... Ewan ko ba... Di ko alam iisipin...

Monday, April 16, 2007

Unsure future

Welcome to the real world...

I wanted to have a real vaction pero wala naman kaming pera.. Hindi naman kami mahirap.. pero pag meron kang 4 na kapatid.. Everything is just at the right amount..

That's the real world.. Face it...

The term is almost over.. It's over... I just need to know the results.. I want to get a job na.. I don't want to stay here sa bahay ng walang ginagawa.. Hirap na hirap ako sa paghahanap ng trabaho only to do that again... The one company I am waiting for.. Needs me to graduate before they can hire me.. June pa ang graduation.. Mag-iintay pa ako..

That's the real world face it...

I will find a summer job.. While waiting for company S to employ me.. I will find a temporary job.. Para lang may pang-gastos ako.. Para makapagbakasyon talaga ako.. One out of town trip would make me happy.. basta ba swimming na ang aim is to relax myself...

That's teh real world.. Face it!

Ideal Relationship

I want an honest and open relationship. Honest is where we don't lie to each other, where we are unafraid of being judge because we know we'll love each other no matter what. Open is where we trust that special someone enough to tell him everything, withhold no information and compromise so that the other feels good about your relationship.

I ant someone to love and someone who will be with me forever. There should be love. May mga taong ganun ang nararamdaman pero kung di mo naman mahal.. Para ano pa ang pagsasama mo sa kanya.. I want someone who will take care of me.. Who will need only me.. If someone ask for onetime nothings.. ididimiss niya agad.. teeling that evil person na he has me at hindi niya na kailangan ng anu pa man... Someone who will be theirselves.. where we compliment each other's personality.. Basta what makes a happy and harmonious relationship..

I want someone who will make my life better and make me a better person. Someone who inspires me and I inspire back.. Someone who writes me letters, someone who believes in showing love in little things.. Someone who surprises me..

Someone who people can look up to and say "bagay kami".. Someone I can do my dreams with.. Someone to be my rock and someone who will be beside me in every step of my life..

Someone I will ask to marry me.. Someone who will be my family... Someone who will have maybe one kid to raise... Someone who will be with me.. Until I left this earth.. Someone to be buried beside to.. Someone who will cherish and celebrate our love forever...

Sana mangyari ang pangarap ko..

Maybe everything is supposed to be difficult pero sana it would all end up working out..

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Blog Things

You Are Pork

You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you.
You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits.

You are "Sleeping"

Your Greed Quotient: 38%

You're a little greedy, but generally you don't let your desire get the better of you.
You know that good things will come to you - as long as you wait your turn!

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

You Are 24 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Your Dating Purity Score: 75%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Are 20% Gentleman

You're one crass guy, and you generally don't care if the world knows it.
Be careful! You're scaring people away, especially women.

People Envy Your Inner Peace

You understand your place in the world and accept life as it is. For you, "it's all good."
People envy how grounded and level headed you are. But you're too at peace to even notice.

You Are 24% Obsessive

You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control.
Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life.

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

You Are 60% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it.
You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

You are 80% Capricorn

Your Career Type: Conventional

You are orderly and good at following a set plan.
Your talents lie in working with written records and numbers in a systematic, orderly way.

You would make an excellent:

Bank Teller - Bookkeeper - Court Clerk
Mail Carrier - Post Office Clerk - Secretary
Timekeeper - Title Examiner - Typist

The worst career options for your are artistic careers, like comedian or dancer.


You Are Bart Simpson

Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble."

Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years.

You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet

Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!"

Optimist or not?

You Are an Optimist

You definitely see the sunny side of life, even when things aren't going so great.
And while you may not be a realist, your optimism has really improved your quality of life.
You have the energy to take charge, solve your problems, and enjoy life for what it is.
Optimists are happier and healthier - so keep thinking positive!

What is your expression number?

Your Expression Number is 9

An idealist and humanitarian, you strive to make the world a better place.
You do your best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion.
Deep down, you dream of being loved by many.

You are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others.
While you are very ambitious, you never lose site of perspective.
You have an abundance of creative talents... you just need to tap into them.

Although you are a giving person, you can become selfish if you are ignored.
If you are not able to help people, you tend to shelf your talents.
Without others, you become aloof and start to lack sensitivity.

What gender is your brain?

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain
Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts
And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...
You never like to get feelings too involved

Sino ako?

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

Offers, offers.. Stop or settle?

I got the offers from the top 2 choices for companies I want to work in.

Now to decide if to stop... Pagod na rin ako sa kakahanap.... Sawang-sawa na ako sa kaka-test at kaka-interview... Enjoy naman yun kahit papaano.. Nakakainis lang mag-intay at ma-reject..

I like these companies in the opportunities they present... The cool office spaces and the environment and feel of the offices was okay with me.. I'm not sure about the salary though and the benefits..

Should I still find other companies or settle? Yun pera lang talaga yung concern ko?

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