Here's that title again..
There's so much that I want to know, so much I want to feel, so much I want to experience,
so many things that I want to be.. How can I achieve them when I can only do this much?
And am so afraid of losing the opportunity but I cannot take it.. just take it.. at times, I can't handle it..
But I really really want it.. Yet I cannot have it..
I don't want to be just one thing... I want to have a well-rounded life.. But I have to veer toward one part of my life.. I forget to notice the other..
What if it leaves me? What if the opportunity can't wait for me anymore...? What if it never returns?
But what choice do I have but stay and let them leave? I'm trapped and I can't avoid it..