Saturday, December 17, 2005
Three months of being a slave to my academic requirements.. I almost cried, screamed and shoved my head underground.. As of December 15, 10 am.. It's over.. I passed, defended and finished everything...
I cleaned my room.. Threw the piling trash.. Washed all the dishes... Did the laundry.. Shopped for Christmas.. Went Home.. Slacked Off(My Dream)...
So I thought........ WRONG!
I need to head to probinsya to deliver a stupid document.. And do nothing.. It's unproductive to stay there.. NO computer! Far away from friends! I have to carry files! Phone calls are long distance, costing bigger than a local call...
I dream of freedom...
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Monday, November 28, 2005
Bagaman napapaligiran, patuloy pa rin siya sa pangaaway..At hindi natatakot..
Wala nang patience ang mga pusa at nagsimulang lapitan si pulgas..
Naghahanap lang ng kakwentuhan..
I came across a college girl na nag-h-hrm pero ang gusto niya ay mag-IT..
Ask ko ba't di ka magshift? ayaw daw ng nanay niya..
Ba't di mo siya kausapin.. Kinausap na daw niya.. pero ayaw na raw siya pagaralin kung magshishift siya..
Sabi ko i-enjoy mo na lang yan sa tutal madali lang naman yung hrm.. Just sharpen your analytical skills and try your luck sa IT when u graduate and work..
I helped her.. Ok nakakapagpangiti..
I wanna help people.. Share your problems sa aken and I'll do what I can do to help..
I realize I want to help people..
BTW, itutuloy ko na yung FTK... Yes.. exciting
Saturday, November 26, 2005
However, by the end of the discussion, I was agreeable to my result.. Yes, I am an introvert and for a long time, I was doing those introvert stuff.. Like a little hamster scurrying around his cage.. Planning my life, reflecting, meditating..
With some new things.. I don't know what they are.. I started being insecure of my being.. Parang may kulang sa aken.. Parang may dapat akong gawin.. Di ganun exactly parang lang..
Sa isang requirement sa genpsych, my result was.. I am an extrovert, average.. Ha? Panu nangyari yun.. Kaasar pa kasi parang di ako.. makagalaw ng walang influence ng ibang tao.. In a way ayoko nun.. pero ok na rin kasi eto na ako, eh!
My growing.. complicated personality..
PS: Ayoko magpost para di mapababa si Harry Potter and friends.. hehehehe
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Doing projects and that ****ing thesis is really tiring...
Kapag may nang-away sa akin... Don't be surprised kung masigawan kita..
Pero I still can control myself and talk to you like a civilized person...
Just don't be surprised if you're half dead or unable to move after any means of release of anger...
Monday, November 21, 2005
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Thursday, November 03, 2005
There's so much that I want to know, so much I want to feel, so much I want to experience,
so many things that I want to be.. How can I achieve them when I can only do this much?
And am so afraid of losing the opportunity but I cannot take it.. just take it.. at times, I can't handle it..
But I really really want it.. Yet I cannot have it..
I don't want to be just one thing... I want to have a well-rounded life.. But I have to veer toward one part of my life.. I forget to notice the other..
What if it leaves me? What if the opportunity can't wait for me anymore...? What if it never returns?
But what choice do I have but stay and let them leave? I'm trapped and I can't avoid it..
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Sana ako rin... Eh di nagliwaliw na kami to the max...
Eh hindi.. thesis pa priority ko ngayon... May 2 paper pa sa busproc atsaka revisions for nfosyst.. sorry, OC lang talaga...
Buti na lang... Na-dedelegate ko na yung tasks sa aking officers.. All I have to worry is planning and dealing with other people.. Na hindi ko kelangan gawin kung sem break...
Sana sem break ko rin...
Nakaka-asar pa kapag nauusap kami ng friends ko at ng tita ko.. Paulit-ulit sila ng tanong.. kelan yung sem break niyo? Sagot: Sa december...
Note: inupdate ko yung profile ko.. view niyo
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Its thrilling to face the odds and conquer them.. I had felt for the past few days that I had failed myself. I thought I will be creating improvements and here, I was doomed with problems, problems that I as an IT student should know better..
Despite my insecurity, I continued on.. wishing of my goal's accomplishment..
Today, right after a test, which I think I will pass.. Writers' Guild had our accreditation presentation.. Meeting at 11:20 (ang tagal ni Jej)... We went to look for Kendy and upon finding him, Me, Bianx, Jej and Kendy rehearsed one last time.. As timed, we used up 17 minutes instead of twenty.. Of course, I had a lot of speech blurges, as usual.. But nonetheless, I think I was able to convey the message... After practice, Nervous but still having fun.. fooling around we waited outside the door of PUSO, the venue for accreditation... Until Gold asked us to set up... After the new accred presentation was opened.. We started... I had lots of blurges during the beginning but I still continued on... I then turn it over to Bianx who oriented the audience of out organization's existence.. Then back to me where I presented most of the organization's strategies using the accreditation model.. Had lots of blurges, as usual. I also skipped a few slides as I started to worry if the last slides won't be presented... Within the last few minutes, Jej started with his piece.. followed by Kendy's.. Then the Q&A came.. I really don't remember the questions but I remembered having all of them answered.. I forgot a thing or two but my co-officers reminded me as I was speaking.. Kendy and Jej also got the opportunity to input while I was on my "ha? I forgot" state..
Ending, Kuya Dek said that we have OK activities and for the next accred, we should present documented evaluations, the turnout of the succession program and the other things..
Waahhh... As we left the John Hall Building.. I realize... We will not fail! We had improved.. We are a learning organization and we will not ne the 32nd org out of 33 orgs anymore...
Its a natural high to realize that my goal of improving the organization has been fulfilled. Now, its time for the other ones...
I am happy...
and hungry... I will eat now...
Monday, October 17, 2005
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Last year, I regretted not to have released CSOracle on time.. Ibang factors kasi kinoncentrate ko only to have it massacred again this term.. But na lang pinapakinggan ako ng EB ko kaya at least nasa-ayos yung process ng CSO.. Wahaha.. Balim topic, basta yun.. Kaya siguro hindi kami naging best team kasi hindi namin nagampanan yung trabaho namin... Pero dinugo rin ako dun sa pag-oorganize ng mga seminars at pag-aalaga ng staff...
Nagsisisi naman ako na hindi ko naisip agad yung mga irerevise ko sa org this term.. Kung tutuusin, di ko rin naman talaga alam nuon.. Basta sigurado akong naayos ko yung problems sa years before.. Ngayon, may nagsusurface na bagong problema.. Pero nakakahiya para sa isang IT person na nagsolve ng symptom, di yung problem.. Di mo rin naman ako fully masisis.. Dahil di ko pa naman alam talaga nuon..
Ang stupid ko rin na isipin na wala silang paki-alam.. Di ko kasi napapansin...
Nagkakamali rin ako.. Tulad ng sinabi ko dati, di ako si superman... Shirt lang yun.. hehehe...
Ang nadadapa... dapat tumayo.. yun lang yon...
Pasensya, tao lang...
Wag ka na lang mag-aalala.. Aayusin ko naman kapalpakan ko...
Wag mag-gigive up, ever! Hindi ako titigil hanggang oras ko na upang umalis...
Ang consuelo ko na lang ay mas magaling na ako after nito. Yes, I won't make the same mistakes. At mas astig ang mga gagawin ko!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Nag-email add pa kayo, din niyo naman binabasa yung message. Puk-pukin niyo na ng martilyo ang mga computer niyo..
Simpleng reply lang kailangan ko..Sa tutal, fake lang naman yung actions niyo!
Peste... Nag-iintay pa rin ako.. Mahirap kasi na hindi active yung isang part ng org kasi di active yung main part kaya naman di tayo umuunlad kasi selfish kayo!
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Nakakahiya pa kay Sir John.. Pero ano ba naman ang magagawa ko? Isa lamang hamak na alipin..
Alipin ng pagmamahal.. sa aking interest…
Nanay ko! Sana wag niyo akong biguin…
Hindi pa ako umiibig.. Nasaktan na ako!
Spare me, for God’s sake!
Being Poetic with a Poem
Speaker: Sir John
Saturday, October 08, 2005
If you look at it, its a great opportunity for service and an experience that should be missed. And being me, It would be something that would be really interesting.
Sabi nga ni Mam Kit, she is expecting Presidents to partake in this opportunity,eh.. Malas lang kasi makain sa time.. The job requires us to spend a whole day with these people. 7am - 8pm.. ang tagal.. Pero ang saya pa rin ng perks.
Pero bakit hindi ako sasali?
1. Thesis - my daily sked is not enough. Pasukan ko pa ng ilang whole day sked.. May matatapos ba ako.. Takot pa naman akong i-iwan yung group ko baka malaman ko na lang gumagawa na kami ng isang bagay ni hindi ko gusto. i.e: jail management system (ayaw ko sa preso, ayaw ko sa pulis, ayaw ko sa gobyerno = gist na lang yan...)
2. Position - hati na nga ang attention ko sa studies at org.. dagdagan mo pa ng responsibilidad na ganito. Gusto ko bang mamatay? ayaw ko noh... so I'm making a wise choice.. Ayoko kayang masiraan ng bait..
3. English - Mamatay naman ako kapag mag-iingles buong araw.. Its a great exercise though..
4. 1&2 is enough reason - being a lasallian is never easy. It's fun but not easy.. I'm not that crazy to partake on such activities that would eat a lot of time from the shortest and most-activity filled term of the school year..
Sorry.. SEA games.. Thirdy's busy...
Cool 100th post
Friday, October 07, 2005
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Mahihirapan ako... Nakakaramadam ako na parang maiiyak na ako..
Masakit mahamak ng marami.. Jinujudge ka na para bang wala akong kwenta...
Iniisip ko tuloy kasalanan ko.. Ako ang sinisisi..
Ginawa ko naman lahat, ha! Bakit tinuturo niyo na ako ang may sala...
Ilalabas ko lang ang hinanakit ko...
Dahil kapag nadapa ka, maiiyak ka. Pero tatayo kang muli. Mas malakas.. Mas matatag..
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Thursday ngayon.. Sinuot ko nga yung orange shirt na yon..
Hindi ko man tinanong kung bakit.. Alam niyo kung bakit.. wala lang...
Uto-uto talaga ako... Eto naman ako naka-orange na shirt..
Para sa saan.. Wala lang!
I just don't understand how you think. One minutes you're angry at the world. After another minute you're all thankful and understanding of everything and everyone. I'm tired of the confusion. I'm letting you go. Go forth and do whatever you want.
I won't hold onto you anymore.
I'm leaving this world. I hate it here. I have never felt anything else but despair and restlessness.
Take care of yourself. I hope you miss me.
This is my end. Good-bye!
Thirdy without Hope
I never ever thought of killing myself. So I decided to kill a part of me and let that part write a letter to rest of me.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Whenever I feel down, confused, insecured and unsure of what I really feel. I write to my journal. (Journal talaga yon.. I used the concepts thought by SDO in a goal setting seminar) Kapag sinusulat ko ang aking nararamdaman. Naalala ko yung mga bagay na nagparamdam sa aken ng ganun.. Naiisip ko rin ang mga solusyon sa problema ko. Naiintindihan ko ang nararamdaman ko at naiisip ko kung paano ko ito sosolusyunan.
Writing is a release and a guide to life.
Akin yan.l. Quote me!
Friday, September 23, 2005
I have not had anything done..
All the deadlines are fast approaching and still I had not finished the work I should had done.
Writers' Guild dates will be postponed.. I'm annoyed by the fact that it is not following its schedule..
I'm annoyed that I had not even finish the schedule..
Accred na kuya wala ka pa ring outreach...
I'm so scared... Ayaw kong pumalpak..
I hate the ** wala pa ring nagsasabi na magiging part ng team ko..
Sabog na sabog ang CSO.. I realized that it may not be suitable for thesis yet I still want to solve its information problems...
I get tired from not doing anything..
Kaya nga "I am an important person.. People need me to be serious"...
CENTRO! Serious na dapat!
Monday, September 19, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Every morning since monday.. hindi ako umaalis ng bahay hanggat di na tatapos ang
Episode 1:Akala ko di ko na panuod yung first episode.. buti na lang naabutan ko..
Episode 2:Na late nga ako sa busproc..buti na lang late din si sir..
Episode 3:Na late ako sa boothmanning sked ko ng 5 minutes... Buti na lang malapit lang ako iskul..
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
|You scored as Dirty, Black, Free. Your face is Dirty, face stained from tears. You are free. You aren't afraid. You can cry and scream and yell. People care - People worry. You are free. Lucky. Free. You don't care what people think and you aren't afraid to do what you like if it makes you feel good.|
Dirty, Black, Free
Cold as Steel
What does your soul say about your eyes?
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63% amorality, 36% passion, 81% spirituality, 63% selflessness
Utterly calm and resolute in the face of danger, utterly
devoted to his loved ones and comrades in arms, and utterly willing to
do what is necessary to ensure that good overcomes evil. Giles knows the
score, he knows that sometimes virtue relies on good men getting a little
messy, and he's willing to take that on himself, largely so that others
don't have to. You might share some of that. You most closely resemble
one of the most popular heroes in the Buffy universe.
Bago umuwi, hinila ko ang aking nanay upang maghanap ng P70 na libro sa national.. Tumungo sa rack ng Phil. Literature at naghanap ng P70 na libro.. Una kong nakita ang libro ni Bienvenido Santos na "Brother, My Brother" price : P77.. Naghanap ng naghanap.. ang mahal na ng libro ngayon.. prices range from P80 to 250.. (Pagnagkapera ako bibilin ko yon)..
Kakatwa pa kasi LS building yung background ng pic ng awtor.. Binili na yun libro..
Binasa ko ang unang chapter bago matulog.. Ang galing.. Bienvenido, idol kita.. Ang galing pinalabas niya ang Pilipino gamit sa isang istorya..
Ang favorite ko so far ay yung "house built in the hill".. Kabilib-bilib yung mataphor ng ending.. All I could say after reading the story.. was "OO nga noh, ang galing.. brilliant!!"
Isa pa yong "the women" na binasa ko habang nakasakay ng jeep.. Ang galing na contrast.. Hands down..
Recommended buy ito.. Kapag wala kayong mahanap.. text niyo ako.. malapit lang yung bookmark sa amen baka mahanap ko yon duon..
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
GLOBAL GUTZ.. Nag-usap kami ni Kuya Sonny kagabi ang sabi niya sa akin P500 for 100 bullets.. kasama na lahat yon.. Sa lahat na yon.. Miscommunication pala P500 sa lahat na yon per one person.. Mali.. Eto ang buhay maraming aksyon ang ginagawa upang magawa mo ang iyong goal.. Hanggang sa mali pala ang ginawa mo.. hindi worth.. may iba pang paraan.. Kaya dapat kang sumuko at lumipat sa ibang aksyon.. Bukas, ibang aksyon naman.. Hahanap ako ng iba pang paraan..
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Thursday, September 01, 2005
By: EB of Writers’ Guild
Love-eternal is ..
What makes one happy
Beneath the consciousness of
A person’s past
Lies the fervor
Of my life
Forever standing on
A floating pedestal
Across the unknown world
So what makes me!
Critique us? Hehehe
Adik na adik na talaga ako sa pinoy big brother.. suntukin niyo na ako..
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss/Mr Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!
What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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You are a protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.
Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Facial expression: Smile
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Monday, August 29, 2005
Oras na upang magpahinga..
Do nothing and achieve everything not related to academics..
Sana maumpisahan ko ang lahat so as next term.. mas maayos..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Sino ka ba para dapat alamin yung mga details sa iyong past?
All I need to know is that you're a prof.. that ends there.. bakit kelangan kong malaman yung id number mo? Feel na feel mo naman.. porket prof ka na? Dare ikaw nga ano id number ko? without looking at your records.. Ilang beses na ako bumagsak? Ilang beses na akong naging VP? Ilang orgs ang sinalihan ko nung froshie year? Ilang beses ako magpagupit per term?
Hindi lang ikaw ang subject ko at ikaw ang pinaka-ilalim ng mga priority ko.. feel mo.. i hate your subject and you for feeling that your subject should be the number 1 priority..
Papasa ako!! at hindi ko na kailangan ikaw.. Peste.. INTROOS pala next term..
Aaralin ko yun.. Di tulad ng subject mo!!
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Onti na lang.. Matatapos na lahat ng requirements...
Oras na ng finals
Oras ng pagtulog..dahil sa
dagdag na trabaho
SI ..... ay
Kaya ang trabaho ko ay dagdag..
Upang magbawas ng problema,
Kailangan ng dagdag na effort para sa solusyon..
Kapag may ibabawas, may idininadagdag
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Di ko kayang magsulat
Sa mga panahon tulad nito
Kapag Logic at mga programs
Ang asa isip
Pagod at kulang sa pag-iglip
Takot na bumagsak
At mabato ng mga mali
Sisihan at kaba
Ang laging nangyayari
Kahit hirap ang inilalagi
Sa oras na kulang para sa'kin
Tanging pag-asa lang ang maibabahagi
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Kausap ko kahapon si Tita. Nagkwentuhan tungkol sa pagiging boss o leader.. Generally ang leadership sa ngayon ang ang pag-iinspire sa mga tao para sa kanilang improvement...
Naisip ko na lang ang ilang bagay na na-accomplish ko.
Si A ay lagi ko na halos lider yan at lagi na rin kasama. Siguro sa influence ko na rin. Naging kritiko na rin si boss A. Tuwing kasama ko yan. Pareho na kaming nakiki-alam at nanghuhsaga ng mga sistema dito sa DLSU.
Katambay B - F
Dala na rin siguro ng pinagsamahan pero ang bottomline eh sumali sila sa org ko ng hindi ko pinipilit.. I just asked them, Wanna be a part of Writers' Guild? I got 5 yes and a promise to pay the membership fee. It's not force but influence that made them join our organization.
Hindi ko naman talaga kilala si G. Pero nakasama ko siya sa BA. Sa isang araw, este isang outreach.. dala-dala ko ang GutSpill.. Tinanong niya.. ano yan? at duon ko na siya nainfluence sumali ng org.. isa siya sa mga unang officers ko.. at ka-****** ko na ngayon..
Sa totoo lang, meron pero kulang.. Super gulo nitong mag-tutut.. Pero sa paulit-ulit na criticize.. umayos naman.. pero pangit pa rin...Sayang, ang dami ko pa naman inspiration quotes na nasabi ko sa kanya..
Member I - J
Itong mga frosh na ito.. Nasali sa org dahil gusto talaga nilang magsulat pero dahil frosh nakakain ng hiya... Pero papayag ba ako ng ganun.. O di ba nakapagsalita sa harap ng pinoypoets? sa kabila ng pagiging busy sa academics..
Di pa ako tapos dito.. Pero malapit na siya... Staff ko to last year.. At isang masipag na officer ngayon.. Di nga lang tapos yung pinagkakasipagan niya.. pero may effort, kulang nga lang...
Ito ipapalit ko kay Officer H.. Pag pumayag na siya.. pero hindi yan malayo.. Staff ko rin siya last year at kahit na wala naman talaga siyang galing sa writing.. siya ay isa sa mga almost active members ng org...
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Ito ang siyang bagay na nais ko sa tula.. Ito ay profound, isang paksa na hindi specific. Marahil di makatotoohanan. Ang "art" na asa loob ng meaning ng tula..
Marahil isa lamang pagkakaiba ng perspective o isang implied truth o isang katatawanang hatid ng isang figure of speech.
Ngunit para sa akin, ang tula ay nagpapasiya, nagpapaisip at nakakapag-inspire..
Keep on, Writing!
CSO is so un-structured despite Mam Kit's claims that it is an efficient system. Well, its not. It's one of the most ineffective, inefficient systems in DLSU.. Anyway, most of DLSU systems suck naman..
I can point out a few of these good systems.. OPAC series.. u rock.. sa Library yan
Accounting system, ikaw ay aming sinasamba.. Laos na lang ang iba sa iyo..
Mga ok na system pero kulang ng info des.. Registrar, sana nga lang alam namin kung paano.. at kung saan pumunta yung pera namen..
AT siyempre , ITC na bulok...
Anyway, balik sa CSO. Maraming redundancy at un-necessary steps para dito. Isang perpektong ispecimen.. Sabog at di nagkokonek kahit na pareho lang naman ang kakalabasan..
HAHAHAHAHA!! CSO akin ka.. patay ang mga langaw mo (metphor)..
Thursday, August 04, 2005
1. Kendy and Mark (considered one na yan kasi isang committee naman sila)
- upang idiscuss yung dapat for requisition.. Wala na kasi akong pera at mas madali ito kaysa sa reimbursement. Para sa poetry workshop at sa poetry reading, kasama ang WG awards.. Dahil dito na late ako sa RELSTRI..
- Tungkol sa pag-iinform ng members.. Although ang problem ay wala siyang iuutilize na committee.. Pero ok naman yung feedback niya kasi iniemail niya yung groups.. sana lang gamitin niya yung ibang means of communication.. Pero nagtetext pa rin ako... Mas ok na yung makulit keysa deadma.. at least may effort..
- Sinabi na lahat ng concerns ko bago pa ako nakapagsalita.. Sana matapos ito(soli) this term..
Tatlong beses ako sumakay ng jeep kasi tatlong beses ako nagbalik-balikan sa skul
1. for class
2. meet nikki and photocopy gutspill
3. give card softcopy
tatlong daan na lang pera ko.. 2 araw pa ang lilipas..
Eto na lang ang kalagayahan ko.
Wag mo nang pansinin.
Garlic, Adobo, sweet spicy
Mamili ka, kakainin ko lahat
Ang ingay ng aking kagat
ay ang aliw na hatid nito.
Cornick, masaya ako
kapag kasama ka.
Binubusog mo na ako.
Pinapasaya mo pa ang araw ko.
Pagkat ang ingay mo ang nakakalimot
Sa pagod ko, tumitila ng gutom ko.
Cornick, Salamat sa iyo!
Don't understand this literally. Create your own understanding. Use the subject as a metaphore for something else...
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Sa aking isip, Ang ingay naman nanahimik ako dito, eh. Wala naman paki-alamanan kahit mukha akong mabait ayaw ko parin ng na nakukulit. Sinagot ko siya para naman
Putol na istorya o essay.. nawala na yung trail of thought ko ng mag-istart yung lesson.
Think ITC na paulit-ulit nagtatanong ng username at password eh.. ininput na nga namen sa log-in...
Ang tanga-tanga talaga ng ITC..
--------> Basta yun yung thought..
Monday, August 01, 2005
Good thing nakatulog ako nuong Saturday, Sunday dahil wala na naman tulugan..
WORK ONE: ALGOCOM
WORK TWO: INTROSE
WORK THREE: WG
WORK FOUR: NEWSLETTER
WORK FIVE: Daily tasks
AM NOW PROCRASTINATING!!!
Saturday, July 30, 2005
My daily routine is wake up at 3:30.. Stand up from bed ng 4:10.. Work til 10..Go to school.. Arrive at the house ng 6pm.. Do house stuff till 9 till then, I would finish the algocom project/introse prototype until 12:20.. that when I force myself to sleep or I can't move so I need to sleep..
Waah.. How am I suppose to be cheerful or bubbly when I have only a few hour of sleep..
Silver Lining: I get to drink iced coffee more often
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
I start the end to feel hope.
Without love for anything,
I live my life for my selfish self.
Tired of rejection and disbelief,
I keep the pain within my heart.
Aiming to close my world,
I dream of an escape.
At the edge of air struggling for my safety,
I decide to face the odds.
Without any remorse of fear,
I jump, slowly I met my demise.
My End, my freedom.
Ang tagal mo, kasi!
Tapos na ang lahat.
Siguradong huli ka na.
Wala ka nang aabutan.
Ang tagal mo, kasi!
Naiwan ka na tuloy.
Hindi ka na napansin.
Nabela wala ka na lang.
Ang tagal mo, kasi!
Marami ka nang di nakilala.
Konti na lang makukuha mo.
Di ka na masisiyahan tulad ko.
Ang tagal mo, kasi!
Di ka na tuloy namin kilala.
Galit na kami sa iyo.
At wala ka nang pag-asa.
Ayan kasi ang tagal mo.
Wala ka na tuloy sa isip namin.
Tumanda na kami ng di ka kasama.
At di na naten kilala ang isa't-isa.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
ALGOCOM's deadline is on Friday. Ayaw ko na siyang gawin.. Sana matapos ko pero ayaw ko lang talagang gawin.. Kulang ang references ko at hindi ko alam kung papaano ko isusulat kung ano nga ba ang KD trees. All I know is that its a binary tree that facilitates space partitioning.
Care ko ba dun.. Kaya nga ayaw kong gawin kasi I don't see a real use for it.. Ganito na lang kaya.. Think of the task's use is to give me a passing grade sa ALGOCOm..
YES, I'm gunning for the passing grade.. Although alam kong madidis-appoint ako sa term end pero mas safe na yun at least if goal achieved, mas madali kong nagawa yon.
INTROSE prototype.. Ayaw ko ring gawin kasi napapangitan ako sa interface atsaka ayaw kong gumawa ng walang ginagawang prototype pero at least sa what I'm feeling now.. Gusto ko na siyang gawin...
Magpuyat ako mamaya.. Coffee, my heaven.. We'll meet again.. Sana lang you'd work..
Magluluto rin ako ng spaghetti tomorrow evening..
Waahhhh.. I'm so ERRRRRred.. Dagdag pa yung immediate concerns sa WG na ilang weeks na lang ang legal life.. Wala pang perang pumapasok at di na pinapansin ng mga froshie members...
Kaya mo yan na lang.. AJA!!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Despite how much I try to sleep late, I always end up sleeping early and waking up earlier.
Even if, I work early on the morning, I would have longer hours if I slept late than when I wake up early.. This sucks!!
Peste.. pero kelangan siyang gawin..
Paano kaya? Coffee doesn't work pa naman...
Friday, July 22, 2005
Pero bakit sila nagjujudge?
Bakit kapag ginagawa ng mga babae yun sa mga lalaki parang wala lang..
Nagisip-isip ako.. Unang thought, binibigyan mo lang naman ang mga babae ng space to do what she wants.. Bakit kapag lalaki, dapat bang paki-alaman lahat?
Pangalawang thought, gusto rin naman ng lalaki.. Siguro nga pero may part sa aken na nagsasabing di ko magagawa yung ganun, yung iba kaya? Lunukan na lang ba ng pride? atsaka paano kapag gusto naman ng babae? bakit niloo-look down upon pa rin..
Eto pa: Bakit nagagalit ang MTRCB na sumisilip na boobs ni Ethel Booba at ni Rufa Mae Quinto pero kapag nag-gagame sa Sis na pahuhubarin ng top ang lalaki, wala lang?
Double standard ba talaga at hindi against sa babae kundi sa lalaki..
Pare-pareho lang naman tayong tao, ha?
Note: Bite me! I overslept and I now have to deal with tons of work.. ERRRR!!
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Dear Mr. Lopez:
APPLICATION FOR EMPLOYMENT
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I was reject a big "Whew" and a bit of excitement!!Yehey, I got rejected.. Well at least at the momment.
Still Yehey!! Experience din yun noh?? Ang saya-saya!!
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Filipinos always complain about the corruption in
the Philippines. Do
you really think the corruption is the problem of
the Philippines? I
do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem
is the lack of
love for the Philippines.
Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might
understand my point. After the Korean War, South
Korea was one of
the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to
scratch because entire country was destroyed
completely after the
Korean War, and we had no natural resources.
Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for
Filipinos were very
rich in Asia. We envy Filipinos. Koreans really
wanted to be well
off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My
also died because of famine.
Korean government was awfully corrupt and is still
beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to
because Koreans really did their best for the common
good with their
heart burning with patriotism. Koreans did not work
themselves but also for their neighborhood and
inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.
40 years ago, President Park took over the
government to reform
Korea. He tried to borrow money from other
countries, but it was not
possible to get a loan and attract a foreign
investment because the
economy situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea
had only BR three
factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers
and nurses to
Germany so that they could send money to Korea to
build a factory.
They had to go through a horrible experience. In
Park visited Germany to borrow money.Hundred of Koreans in Germany
came to the airport to welcome him and cried there
as they saw the
President Park. They asked to him, "President,when
can we be well
off?" That was the only question everyone asked to
Park cried with them and promised them that Korea
would be well
off if everyone works hard for Korea, and the
President of Germany
got the strong impression on them and lent money to
President Park was able to build many factories in
He always asked Koreans to love their country from
their heart. Many
Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back
to Korea to help
developing country because they wanted their country
to be well off.
Though they received very small salary, they did
their best for
Korea.They always hoped that their children would
live in well off
country. My parents always brought me to the places
where poor and
physically handicapped people live. They wan ted me
their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic
Church when I
was in the army. The only thing I learned from
Catholic Church was
that we have to love our neighborhood. And I have
Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for
several times. I also cried for the Philippines
because of so many
I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me
sad in the
prison were the prisoners who do not have any love
country. They go to mass and work for Church. They
However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked
to two prisoners
at the maximum security compound,and both of them
said that they
would leave the Philippines right after they are
released from the
prison. They said that they would start a new life
countries and never come back to the Philippines.
Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we
were able to
share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners
of factory and
company were distributed their profit to their
employees fairly so
that employees could buy what they needed and saved
money for the
future and their children. When I was in Korea, I
had a very strong
faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I
came to the
Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very
confused when I
saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines.
Street kids always make me sad, and I see them
Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia,
but there are too
many poor people here. People go to church every
Sunday to pray, but
nothing has been changed.
My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw
They told me that Korea was much poorer than the
when they were young. They are so sorry that there
so many beggars
and street kids. When we went to Pasan gjan, I
forced my parents to
take a boat because it would fun. However, they were
ot happy after
aking a boat. They said that they would not take
the boat again
because they were sympathized the boat men, for the
boat men were
very poor and had a small frame. Most of people
just took a boat and enjoyed it. But my parents did
not enjoy it
because of love for them.
My mother who has been working for Catholic Church
since I was very
young told me that if we just go to mass without
we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with
action. She added
that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for
all of us are same and have received a great love
I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and
country as much as
they love God so that the Philippines will be well
off. I am sure
that love is the keyword which Filipinos should
remember. We cannot
change the sinful stru cture at once. It should
start from person.
Love must start in everybody in a small scale and
have to grow. A
lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's
put away our
prejudices and look at our worries with our new
eyes. I discover
that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in
love, because it
makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It
contexts and relationships. It changes the world.
Please love your neighborhood and country. Jesus
Christ said that
whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the
Philippines, there is
God for people who are abused and abandoned. There
is God who is
crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how
to love the
Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their
You already know that God also will be very happy if
you love others.
That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.
My Short Essay on this short essay
My opinion is simply this.. I totally agree love for one's country is a strict factor to attain a good Philippines.
By good, I mean successful and well-off. If Filipinos would just sacrifice for more than their own interest but
for the good of other Filipinos as well. If Filipinos would stay here in this country rather than go to other countries
to find money and success. Our capabilities will comprise to become a great Philippines. By great, I mean becoming more
than a third world country.
But initializing actions must start with somebody. Somebody could not be me alone or us together but a collective effort
in the country.
How do we start collective efforts? We need a model. Who is our model?
Our leaders, but with the current state of our government. What kind of example are these people setting?
What kind of a Philippines are they creating?
Yeah, yeah you said it yourself. Your president Park initiated the action, calling for help and doing the
action to attain a goal. You couldn't have started your progress without your president. A president is a leader,
a leader of a country. The personalization of what a country is and what its stand for.
Meet our President, Gloria Macapagal Arroyo. She had cheated her way to her position. She had created controversy herself
to destabilize our country.
Her country is asking her to resign and she retaliates by exercizing and not paying attention to what the country wants.
A president not willing to care to listen to her subordinates. A president promoting dishonesty and insincerity.
No wonder Filipinos are poor. Poverty is the goal of the country, maintaning that poverty is what it currently does.
To our president, together with thousands and thousands of Filipinos, I call for your resignation.
To the youth of the Philippines, united we stand to create a great Philippines. Future leaders are we. Leaders
geared with hope and idealism to create a great Philippines. A free Philippines.
A Philippines loved by Filipinos..
Mabuhay ang Kabataan!!
Note: Mas mahaba yung sa kanya kasi hindi siya kulang sa tulog
Monday, July 18, 2005
Hindi na ako tanga.. May alam na ako..
Kaya nga naasar ako kapag hindi professional lalo na kapag formal supposedly yung setting..
Ang meeting dapat seryoso.. Ang lider komokontrol..
Ang head nakikinig.. Ang executive hindi namemersonal..
Ang stricto, effective at efficient ang response..
May sense, may utak.. pinag-iisipan..
Ang mga tatanga-tanga ay pinapahirapan, niloloko at pinapaikot para matuto..
Ang germs hindi binebeybi, pinapatay..
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Sa totoo lang, ayaw ko pang magtrabaho.. Sobrang na-stress out ng ako nuong nagfillup ng form nuong job expo..
Nakakaasar pa yung pic ko sa kodak.. Mas maayos pa yung tie ko sa picture na ito..
Hindi pa ako nakapunta sa Job expo nuong Friday..
Tapos sino ang references ko? Wala naman akong maisip.. Former superiors, di ba? Hindi ko na alam kung saan sila mahahagilap.. Si Jahra pala nasa paligid-ligid lang.. Corny naman.. Pinabest ako sa Publications nuong last 2 years pero asan ko naman mahahanap si JLO at Ther nagtratrabaho na ata sila..
Wala pa akong pera. Naubos na naman.. Lunch at dinner lang naman gastos ko.. Dumating pa yung bill ko sa fone. P600 ang mahal naman.. Saan ko naman kukunin yung pambayad duon. Kakadeposit ko pa lang ng pera sa bdo.. ayaw ko pang galawin...
Waahhh.. Ang hirap naman...
At least na lang, I'm still surviving..
Ayaw ko na! Pero gagawin ko pa rin ito ang nais ko kasi..
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Hindi naman kami kriminal na kelangan ng pulis.
Hindi naman kami retarded na kelangan ng bantay.
Hindi rin tanga na kelangan ng taga-turo.
Bakit ka nga na nandito?
Ang isang accredited organization kapag hindi na niya na proprove yung worth niya.. tinatanggal na.. Bakit ikaw, what's ur worth?
Basura ka lang naman.. Walang may gusto sa iyo.. Mawala ka na!!
NOTE: DO Awareness Month dis Month alamin niyo ang mga walang kwentang rules nila this month, ha?
Monday, July 11, 2005
Una, I woke up one hour later than I usually do.. Maaga pa rin pero not my morning.. Feeling ko nga because I'm wishing too much na there would be 25 hours in a day.. Naasar si God sa aken ginawa niyang 23 hours na lang...
Pangalawa, WEBDEVE midterms.. Ayaw ko nga mag-aaral!! No choice.. Had to read stuff.. Nakalimutan ko pa ng ibig sabihin ng URL!! AHH.. of all the mistakes.. URL pa nakalimutan..
Ikatlo, PGMA.. Magresign ka na kasi... Ang kapal-kapal ng mukha mo.. Nandaya ka na nga.. Nilabag mo na nga ang batas na pinahahalagahan ng iyong administrasyon at ng sambayanang pilipino. Ikaw pa itong may ganang mag-fire ng mga tao, Magsabi na gusto namin ng vilolence, Magconsider na magpalit ng government na pinaglabanan ng mga tao sa EDSA I. Walang mali sa system, walang mali sa form of governement, walang mali dun.. And mali ay nasa iyo. Gloria Macapagal Arroyo.. Ikaw..
Kaya mahiya ka naman sa Pilipinas, sa Pilipino.. Bumaba ka na sa pwesto mong hindi mo naman dapat nakuha..
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Gabi na ng mareceive ko ang message na ito:
Due to tonight's event, Bro.
, COSCA and Armin, SC
Political Science Dept. initiated the call to have an
immediate plan of action for tomorrow, July 9, 2005.
We ask you to ask as much people to go in our campus
and discuss with the Lasallian community this critical
stage we are facing right now.
Nakattach din ang isang .rtf file na ito ang nilalaman…
For July 9, 2005
8:00 – 9:00am Orientation of Facilitators
9:00 – 11:00 Workshop, FGD
11:00 – 12:00nn Prayer in front of
Wrap-Up by Bro. Armin Luistro
Animo La Salle
Guide Questions for the Facilitators
- Why should GMA make a supreme sacrifice for God and Country?
- Is resignation the best option?
- What can we do as citizens to promote transparency and accountability in governance?
- What necessary reforms are needed in the government?
- make room for other questions
- make letter informing the Security office that students other than Lasallians may enter the campus provided they have their I.D’s and media also
- SC in charge of tarpaulin, logistics, arm band, facilitators, collating outputs
- LSPO in charge of rosary, prayer
- COSCA in charge of students, facilitators, letters for the Security Office
--> Mga 5:30 kahapon nakareceive ako ng message from Ross: All pro-constitution go to amphi. SC president Armi Padilla is there..
Apparently points were heard to constitute such an action..
So upon receipt of the message na excite ako.. Yes my first rally.. After reading it again.. hindi naman pala rally kundi may pagkapolitical statement…. Sali ba ako, hmmm…
I have a long list of to-do’s and I really need rest…
Pupunta ako nakapagdesisyon na ako.. 8AM, naghanda at umalis.. dumating sa school ng mga 9:20 as decided.. Asan ba ako pupunta? Kain muna ako sa Aristo.. Sa Amphi siguro yon.. Onti lang ang tao.. Hmmmpp.. Wala pa rin yung mga SC people.. May nakita akong mga D.O. at nandun ang ilang CCS people nagsusulat ng “Call for Moral Ascendancy” Tagal naman magumpisa… Inintay ko hanggang 9:10 AM.. I can’t waste my time like this.. as scheduled dapat nagistart na ng 9AM.. pero hindi pa.. I’d decided to leave..
Was it a waste of time?
In a way, YES. I should had followed my gut.. Wag na lang pumunta…
NO, at least I know I care.. I just care more about my future, my priorities..
I wanna be part of a change within our country but I don’t want to lead it..
My advocacy is not political stability but I could help in achieving it.
Friday, July 08, 2005
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Third year na ako at halos dalawang taon na lang ang stay ko sa DLSU..
I now have to decide what I will do?
Honestly, ayoko ng connected sa computer science pero sana connected sa IT..
Takot ko lang na no choice ako kundi mag-programmer (yuck)..
Sana naman hindi.. Gusto ko rin sanang pagtibayin ang aking craft sa pagsusulat..
Ang galing-galing ng org officers ko at advisers namen sa Writers' Guild kaya confident ako na may matutunan ako at ang mga tao sa WG..
Mapapraktis ko na rin ang aking pagsusulat..
Kaya lang.. Magtratrabaho na ako..
So far ang plano ko ay pagsabayin sila.. Habang IT professional ako.. Nagsusulat rin ako for something, a publication sana.. Pero okay na ako sa pa freelance - freelance.. sa una..
Tignan na lang naten..
Life, Thirdy's here...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
My days are out of perception
My future’s an unclear way
As I continue to question,
How will I be from today?
I know I’ll be heading somewhere.
And this is where I’ll start.
I cannot wait anymore.
I have to let it all begin.
But where do I step to?
What road will I walk on?
What choice will I pick?
Will I follow myself or others?
I’ll wonder until the day.
Soon, I will know the answers.
Soon, I will find the way.
I’ll fly to the dream I always have.
That day will be the day.
Monday, 9:00 am
I have no idea why I felt that my class is 9:30 even if its really 10:30.. So at this time, nagmamadali na ako kasi magpapaprint pa ako at bibili ng booklet at magtetest na.. Hindi ko pa tapos yung searching problems aralin.. Madali akong pumuntang school at madali rin akong bumili ng test booklet at maghabol ng onting pag-aaral.. Pagdating ko sa G401.. Nagtetest na sila pero ibang prof yung nanduon.. pero naisip ko naman proctor siya so i got a copy of the test and answered as much as I can..
Monday, 10:20 am
Ang hirap naman ng exam na ito.. Pero hula-hula pa rin sa pagsagot.. Oh, no.. time na daw.. minadali ko na.. When I start realizing that I don't know the people here.. Bakit nandito sina Gino, Ajong at Nica? Sino tong katabi ko? That's when I realize.. This is not my class.. Gosh..
Pero pinasa ko pa rin malay mo.. This is a similar test pala eh di free na ako sa 10:30-11:30.. Mejo alangan pa rin ako kasi akala ko kaklase ko sina Lex..
Monday, 10:30 am
Bumaba ako sa Gox, 3rd floor..Nakita ko sina Eunice.. It affirm this.. My class really is on 10:30.. So umakyat uli ako.. Inintay si Mam.. "Miss, nagtest na po ako sa class ni Sir Borra.. Akala ko po kasi 9:30 class ko..panu po yun?" She replies."Magkaiba yung test namen ni Sir Borra.. You have to take the test again.." So be it.. I hurriedly walk (running hurts on my black shoes) to Sports Complex and bought another test booklet.. and took ny 2nd algocom departmental exam1 part 1.. At least mas madali siya.. May subjective pa rin kahit papaano..May part lang na hindi ko talaga alam sagutan so hinulaan ko na lang..Nuong pinasa ko wrong size pa ng booklet.. Err..
1. I got to practice before I took the real test..
2. I now have a funny story to tell..
The day continues:
1. Tanong ni Ai, gusto ba daw naming sumamam sa poetry nights.. Sabi ko, di me OK. Next time na lang naten pagusapan..
2. I wnated to ask someone if she was from Malate, I ended up appearing as if I was hitting on her... Kahihiyan..
1. Galing ng presentation namen sa Introse..
2. Alam ko na ang gagawin sa Introse.. No time to do it nga lang..
3. Napa-approve ko yung Ga ng hindi na cacancell yung reservation
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Today was supposedly the last day of recruitment..
Thursday, 7:30 am
Texted Jen, Ja, Rom, Yanna and Jeck: “Last day na today!... Pay up..”
After which I studied that friggin’ RELSTRI subject.
Thursday, 9:10 am
Went to CSO and got the WG kit from Germaine. Went down to SJ walk while studying the few pages left in my RELSTRI notes that I haven’t read yet.
Left the kit to the WG bulletin board and texted JEJ to meet yanna while walking to my class..
Thursday, 10 am
Finally, after his long talk on how to answer examinations and a story on some screwy topic that I really didn’t listen to.. The test began.. Answer it right away. Very bad on the objective party but ok in the essay part… I hated the objectives part am I supposed to care about the name of these people, I just care at their compositions?
Thursday, 11:05 am
Waited for Jeck sa third bench sa sj walk from Miguel.. Pagdating niya wala pa siyang barya since siya yung 1st customer ko at hindi nagkita si Jej at Yanna.. Buti na lang kaharap lang naming yung z2..
Nagtext si Iya sa aken tapos, nagbayad na rin siya…
Thursday, 12:00 am
Antagal ko ring nagantay kay Jeck tapos niya si Iya.. Then pumunta kay Ate Rida para magpareserve ng room..
Thursday, 12:10 am
Papauwi na.. Dumaan sa s19 tambayan.. wala naman duon sina Val..so umuwi na lang ako..
Thusday, 2:30 pm
Walang pambayad si Mark, Erik, Rika and Val..Err..
Tapos, meet with Yanna (finally) then
Meeting with Sir Torralba
Thursday, 4:20 pm
Meet with Rom to get payment..
Meet with Mark to audit..
Removed all posters I put this week.
Arranged all the things in the cabinet
Thursday, 5:30 pm
Left for home.. finally!!!
BTW, Its not yet over..
Masaya na nakakapagmember pa rin ako o ng mga officers ko ng mga tig-aapat sa the past few days..
We had already attained an increase in the membership by siguro one digit lang na percentage pero "an improvement is a plus factor for an org kahit papaano".
If you still want to join WG, last day na ito.. Text me na lang.. and I'll meet ya..
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Veron texted me.. Oo-oh.. I have to be there na pala.. Ang layo ko pa sa sakayan.. Tinext ko siya.. "May participants na ba?" She replies "Wala pa." Oh my.. not again.."Macacancell na naman itoh.."
Kaasar tinext ko pa naman lahat ng new members at nakipagusap ako with Fast '02 to help in attendance.. Inimail ko na rin yung batch assembly ko para pumunta.. Itetext ko na rin sana ang mga s19 peeps pero I know that they have classes.. Wala pa namang nagconfirm sa akeng pupunta.. Si Trina at Maricel lang.. Tinext ko si Maricel.. Maleleyt daw siya.. Gosh..
Saturday, 9:20 am
I'm late. Trina:"Nandito na ang magaling na presidente, late!". On the verge of tears and feeling really frustrated. I walked on.. Veron: "Kinukuha ni Miss Eve yung projector, puntahan naten siya kasi matagal na siya dun". Kennet:"Ako na lang sasama, ientertain mo ang members" Gosh, may members.. sana times two sila para umabot ng 15..
Thirdy:"Miss Eve, pwede bang ituloy naten ito.. Kasi nakakahiya naman sa new members atsaka nakaka-err sa mga officers kasi pangalawang ulit na ito.." Miss Eve says We can't but we understand your situation kasi a few years ago, bam who was then then president of Writers' Guild underwent the same dilemma and it also experienced by other orgs as well.. But we have a rule that we should follow. What I can do is explain this to the officers and members the situation and you can take this time to discuss among yourselves how you can improve the organization.. This went on for about 15 minutes and Thanks to Miss Eve coz she inspired me to go on.. Silver lining as pointed out by Miss Eve: " At least nakikita mo yung truly commited sa org at with the 3 members who attended you can see that they are already excited about the organization and is showing indication that they are really interested in the organization..Maybe you can get their suggestions to how you can improve the organization.."
Miss Eve and Veron is already leaving and I'm going to have to make this fun.. Fortunately, I had to research once of icebreaker games and I started the short meeting with icebreaker named "Picture this". I asked everyone to draw any picture that is related to themselves. So everyone did.. It worked.. Everyone shared a part of themselves and I even see some officers showing that WG is really their priority..
We just finished the icebreaker and Trick already left coz tumakas lang siya sa class..
We talked about what is WG? How inspiring that all three answers are as what I want the members to see WG as..
Next , I discussed the expectations of the org and asked them what they expect from the org as well as their suggestions.. Positive naman at may mga ideas na makakatulong sa amen..
Inaayos na namen yung room at tapos na yung short meeting.. Ang saya naman at positive yung nangyari despite the cancellation. Sana ganito lagi sa org.. Kapag ganito hindi malayo ang number 1 at ang TAYO..
From that, that's my goals again.. WG should be number 1 sa accred at manominate sa TAYO..
Thanks sa SDO for inspiring me..
Thanks to the new members and committed officers who are always there.. especially yung sa laging nandun.. I never appreciated it much.. Now I do.. You made continue this stressful life..
WG rocks.. Being president, continues to make me stronger and wiser..
Sobrang.. GOGOGO WG!!
Now back to Introse work.. tagal naman nito magupload..
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Kapag nagagalit ako. Hindi ko nilalabas. Tinatago ko..
I'm on a higher ground.. Ang galit ay pagpapakita ng weak side mo..
Pagpapakita ng kawalan mo ng kontrol..
I don't think about negativity too much..
Hinihinga ko siya at hindi ko iniisip o kinikimkim.
Ayoko maging strict unless gusto mo ng strict..
Ako ay OCOC pero ayokong mangulit ng mga tao dahil
Nakaranas na akong makulit and its not a bit of interesting
I will change for you.. but I can't stop being me.. Pasensya na.. tao lang
Hindi ako robot.. Tao lang 3/4 water.. 1/4 other stuff
I may be a "programmer" but humans cannot be controlled they can only be facilitated.
Tao ako hindi ko kayang diktahin ang gagawin ko..
May sarili akong thirdy-ness.. At walang makakaalis nun sa aken..
Monday, June 13, 2005
I always find the silver lining sa bad situations..
Pero tatalon na talaga ako..
I'm feeling constrained again..
Epal naman.. Ayoko na...
Ayoko na maging bata.. Wala akong tunay na boses.. Isang ideologikal or utopian idea of unity ang hinahanap ko.. Hindi ko naman talaga makakamtan ito.. Epal.. Tatalon na ako..
Ayoko na ng responsibilidad.. I'm 19 and I'm handling something na ayaw kong pansinin sa ngayon.. Masama bang wag makialam.. bigyan niyo naman ako ng isang linggo.. kahit 5 araw lang..
Ayoko na ng tali sa leeg.. Ang hirap maging scholar.. 2.0 dapat.. at walang bagsak.. hindi ako si superman.. si batman pa siguro.. pero inaaral ko pa kung paano..
Ayoko ng tali sa kamay.. Ang hirap ng walang pera... iniintay ko pa yung araw na ililibre ko yung buong catch2t7 kasi close na kaming lahat.. Ililibre ko rin yung buong WG dahil mahal namin ang isa't-isa...
Ayoko ng kagat-kagat ko ang aking labi.. Bakit ba ang hirp kong intindihin.. bakit ang hirap nateng magkaintindihan?
Bakit? Ahh.. Basta tatalon na ako...
Sana tumangkad pa ako..
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Una, kelangan umatend ng CB meeting every week..
Pangalawa, kelangan mong paulit-ulit na pagtuunan ng pansin ang iyong mga officers dahil hindi sila nakikinig sa iyo 20% of the time.
Pangatlo, ang dami nilang reklamo. Hindi ako superhero para bigyan lunas ang lahat ng iyan.
Pangapat, wala akong magagawa sa sistema kung ang SC nga naghihirap na magmeeting every week para sulusyunan ang partial na parte ng problema.. Panu pa kaya kami na isang hamak na organization lamang
Panglima, hindi madaling mag-aral at magtrabaho.. kaya wag niyo akong kulitin..
Pang-anim, hindi ako Diyos.. Napapagod at nagkakasakit din ako.. Hindi rin ako perpekto kaya pagpasensyahan niyo na tao lang..
Pangpito, wag kayong mag-away ng walang dahilan sapagkat ito ay katangahan..
Pangwalo, GROW UP..
Pangsiyam, wag niyo akong baguhin tatlong taon ko nang inaasikaso ang mga bagay na ito.. kayo ganu na katagal?
Pangsampu, Kung ginagamit niyo na lang yang reklamo niyo sa tamang paraan eh di sucess pa lahat..
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Sa ALGOCOM, nagexercise kami.. Narealize kong wala talaga akong alam.. Well, meron naman kahit papaano.. Sobrang onti lang compared to what should be known
Sa COMORGA, nagkaroon ng graded exercise.. Eto wala talaga akong alam.. trinay kong sagutan pero mali pala at hindi ko pa dala yung mga notes na prinint ko sa hindi ko na lang pinasa kasi wala rin naman akong sagot so wag na lang aaralin ko na to dapat..
Ayokong bumagsak talaga, sana magets ko yung mga subjects ko..
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Qualms1: CB meeting.. I dunno if its just me but I find CSO unorganized.. It may just be a pattern but it should be changed..
Qualms2:No free time.. My scheduled free time should be 1-2:30 but on Mondays, i have the CB meetings; on Wednesdays, i have u break which is 7/10 composed of org activities or meetings; thank god, i have fridays which is occupied by my other meetings..
Qualms3: Wrong action are with consequences. Failing to confirm on time occurs sanctions.. Ngayon ko lang nalaman yon.. Ngayon ko lang nalaman yung mga yon.. nakakainis talaga..
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Hindi na bago sa akin na gumising ng ganitong oras pero sa araw na ito hindi ko pinilit pumikit hanggang 6:30.. Binasa ko ang Introse reading assignment.. Mahirap mang intindihin.. pinilit pa rin.. Ginawa ko ito hanggan tinamad na ako..
Itinigil ko muna ang pagbabasa at nagsulat ng minutes ng meeting sa WG kahapon.. Ang haba ng agenda ko at ang dami ko ring nasulat naka-5 pages na ako.. sa minutes na yun palang
Natapos ko na rin.. itype ang minutes.. Ang haba nun ha?Pamatay.. Dali-daling naligo.. Naghanda upang pumasok sa aking eskwelahan (La Salle!!) Sumakay ng dyip..Kumain ng agahan sa McDO.. P60 na longanissa meal.. Kasama ang mainit na tsokolate na hindi ko naubos dahil mainit nga..
Nilakad ang mga corridor ng La Salle
Monday, May 23, 2005
But I am excited..
Finally, some good no-pressure friends to be around..
Finally, studying.. Am I a geek or what?
Finally, I'm forced ti clean my room..
Finally, I need to pay my bills..
I've been in school a lot this summer but I can honestly say that it was vacation. I may not have gone to the adventures that I planned to go to. I still had fun..
Its time to get back to real work.. HarHarHar..
Difficult life, I'm back..
Yet I'm still excited..
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Thursday, May 12, 2005
-- I don't want to attend another meeting like this unless I really have to.
-- Facilitators talk too much. All info are printed on the flyer. Why do you have to explain it?(“UNICEF walkathon.. blahblahblah.. “ Hello, we can read..)
-- UNICEF walkathon is of the same date as the GK camp..
-- I wasn't informed that agenda of the meeting was OSAc manual review so I was not sure what to complain about. (Kaninang umaga ko lang nabasa.. So on the spot yung critiquing)
-- Some proposals impose more difficulty compared to the current rules. E.g. “Division of Major and minor fundraising”.. Sino bang nagmamajor fundraising? Mahirap manguha ng pera form the students.. Yung simpleng raffle ticket nga dugo’t pawis bago ka makabenta ng 50 pieces. Mas lalo na yung concert at party.. which if organized ay siguradong flop lalo na sa CCS ..
-- Many opinions are off topic. E.g. “What if may nagdonate sa funds namen? Fundraising ba yun?” Iho, is donation an activity atsaka sinong tanga naman gagawa niyan? Are you stupid or dumb?
-- Many opinions have no connection to the OSAc manual but a definition made on their own. E.g. “Fundraising are activities where orgs ask money from the students” (Guys, this argument was not stated in the manual. Its just your opinion.
-- Many opinions clearly doesn't reflect the message of the manual. E.g. “What if the fundraising’s beneficiary is a community?” (Hindi nga siya fundraising socio-civic siya for the nth time..Makinig kasi kayo! Hindi yung salita kayo ng salita walang katuturan.)
-- Paulit-ulit na walang sense.
Monday, May 02, 2005
Thursday, April 28, 2005
I need to meet my officers ASAP.. Ayaw ko ng isa-isa kasi hindi coordinated at siyempre mahirap sa part ko.. Pero tignan natin.. I'll finish all that thingies when CB Sem is over.. At least after this, I'll be knowledgeable of all those things needed to be known.. hahahaha!! And ready to make WG number 1..
O di ba? ORG CRAZY..
CB SEM bukas na.. excited na tinatamad.. EXCITED kasi siyempre.. mejo bonding.. educational at altogethert masaya.. Tinatamad.. ayoko magimpake-- pwede bang balikbalik na lang ako sa MAkati pag may nakalimutan ako..
Monday, April 18, 2005
Friday, April 15, 2005
Nag-i net muna ako. Tapos, nanuod ng Buffy, while eating hanggan 9am na.. I did DBAPDEV in between those times..
I left the house at 9-30 ish.. Arrived at 9-50is and went straight to work.. tinest ko yung program.. Dumating sila Val 10:20ish.. Trabaho until 12:00ish.. Lab shut down daw.. Ate at Kennys (mahal dun, promise).. Came back to Gox and went up after a few minutes..
Back to work again.. until sir oli arrived at 2:30ish.. Chineck niya yung project nina Emvin... Tapos, he was asking the others to have their projects checked kasi he'll be out at 4:00 PM exactly.. Nandun na si Sir Oli.. eh di na pressure ako... HAAAAA!!! Pero by 3:15 our project is partially working... so nagpacheck na kami.. Ayaw na gumana.. (Sabi ni Val, okay na daw eh) Ahhhh... Incomplete transaction eh di minus 20... plus minus 9 for other deductions.. final score:75.. What the ... Pasado... Pinakita pa ni sir yung final grade 2.5 (jackpot!) Eh di masaya... All the work given credit and dbapdev finally finished just the way we intend it to be..
We discussed some stuff within ourseleves and lef 4:40 ish.. Next stop: Accred
..Changed to business attire... Ang init nun ha?
I cant put my tie.. Ahhh forgot how to wear.. Jahra's friend helped me out with this..
at least she tried to.. in their own terms magulong ayos yun.. waited a few minutes.. grabe kinabahan ako ng last minute.. gutom siguro...
Tapos nagstart na kami..Ako sa Mission Vision tapos si Jahra at Faye sa iba..
Afterwhich question and answer...First question, directed to Thirdy.. Paano ka napiling president.. Answer: appointed po..
Then more questions from mam kit and macy.... Weird answers from jahra...
Until the magic question was asked... What is your plans for the incoming year?
Eh di inopen ko yung presentation ko at explained as I practiced.. O di ba? Exeteam ata ako..I know how CSO works.. Handang-handa pa....I believed I made my point...
More questions.. Weird answers...
Thirdy, How would you compete with orgs like LitCircle, Malate... Answer: put the org out there..Tell the need for the org a group of people who has passion for writing.. that's what the org celebrates..
Mam Kit: What had you learned this year? 1. communication 2. relive the org history
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Very Good Thirdy...AHAHAHAAHAHA
Wasn't that a shining momment.. love this day well at least how it turned out...
CSO: prepare to see your influence ... WG 2005- 2006 will rock DLSU
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
A. People I can inquire to are weird. To them: I want to say- "Hey Stupid, what the heck are you thinking working in a resort/hotel when you don't even know the information about em?", "Yes, I seen the website but would it kill you to describe the place?", "Weirdo, pick up. Do you want guests in your resort or you want to hog it all to yourself?,"Rates are high, why is it not for free?"
B. Everything is fun, never affordable.
C. Vacation people are so spontaneous.
D. Some websites are plain stupid. I think I'd seen you in the worst websites book.
FYI: I'm still searching... Help..
Monday, April 11, 2005
DBAPDEV is still not finished. I should had finished it on Saturday but studying Anmath2 and doing your DBAPDEV project cannot be done at the same time..
I really dont know what to say next coz' my mind is too tired to think..
So thus endeth this short entry..